Paradise?
~~ Warning: This piece contains abusive language that may offend some people.~~

Why can't I do anything right?
Why does it seem like we always fight?
Why am I the bane in your side?
Why do I want to run and hide?
Why do I always feel like a bad man?
Why does it seem I do less than I can?

We both thought this would be paradise, and, to some degree, it still is.
We both have that romantic emotional fizz.
But things seem to affect us that didn't before.
Is this what you wanted and are you sure?

Why do I make you sigh?
Why do I make you cry?
Why do I make you lie?
Why do I block your sky?
Why does it seem like I hold you down?
Why does it seem like I stole your ground?

Why does it seem like I'm full of lies?
Why does it seem like I've fucked up paradise?

((It seems to me like no matter how hard I try, I seem to make my girlfriend feel bad about herself. I wish I didn't, but life isn't perfect and nor am I...))