Loveless... Heartless...

 

What has become of me? What has happened to the person I used to be?

Why have I changed so much? Why am I cold to the very touch?

I have become a machine with need of input. I have missions, clear cut.

Thoughts process and instinct is gone. My heart should feel like a tonne.

So why doesn't it? Why do I feel no pain, not a bit?!

 

It's because I have become loveless. When she went, I became heartless.

 

Through my live, as sad as it sounds, my heart, to another, has never been bound.

But to her I was and it was strong. Now she's gone and everything's wrong.

I can't believe that I fell that quick. I thought I'd hold out, just for a bit.

So, why did it happen? Why am I a machine again?

 

It's because I have become loveless. When she went, I became heartless.

 

To be human was amazing at least. A transformation to a prince from a beast.

The past tense is painful. My ties to her feel so shameful.

Why do I have the inability to feel? Why does it seem that time is to steal?

Why does it seem as if all is lost? Why do I continue life as a mercenary? At a cost?

 

It's because I have become loveless. When she went, I became heartless.

 

So loveless and heartless I must remain. Of course, until she accepts me again.

But is that what I am? Hung by a thread? How can I think that?! What's wrong with my head?!

She loves me, I know, but damn. If this is love, why is it cold in my land?

What chills my air as if death is here? Why is life something I now fear?

 

It's because I have become loveless. When she went, I became heartless.

 

So loveless, I am. F**k it, I'll become a heartless man.

((Dedicated to the woman who can remove my armour when ever she feels.))