Live Both Sides

Feel the movement pull you towards the hell that you thought was home.
Let your efforts be worthless and pressure forgive what you won't condone.
Your family fails, your daughter leaves with satan and life destroys you.
The neighbours think you've become a pervert and want to run you through.
You're mind breaks and life seems like a swirling toilet.
But you'll want to continue then, I'll bet.
Time calls you to speed and you react to the torment and beating.
You grab a gun, feeling the force and take a seating.
You sit, still, muscle tense from anger spinning your head.
You contemplate the fight and the shot, wishing you were back in bed.

You've had enough, you can't take it anymore and Bang!
It's over.
You quit.
You're Dead.

Then you fade and relive the moment.

Feel the movement pull you towards the hell that you thought was home.
Let your efforts be worthless and pressure forgive what you won't condone.
Your family fails, your daughter leaves with satan and life destroys you.
The neighbours think you've become a pervert and want to run you through.
You're mind breaks and life seems like a swirling toilet.
But you'll want to continue then, I'll bet.
Time calls you to speed and you react to the torment and beating.
You grab a gun, feeling the force and take a seating.
You sit, still, muscle tense from anger spinning your head.
You contemplate the fight and the shot, wishing you were back in bed.

You've had enough, you can't take it anymore and Bang!
It's over.
You killed them.
You lost. You got life imprisonment.

Life will drive you to a gun, Death will make you pull the trigger.