God Sent Me An Angel

I sat in the cold, staring at the night's sky.
I screamed to God, "WHY?!"

I told him my problems and what had to change.
I told him hw life made me ashamed.

I saw the world through darkened eyes.
But one day, to my surprise.

Someone broke through my hardened shell.
She made me feel as if all would go well.

Time passed and as we talked,
I found it harder and harder to walk.

Friendship born from treachery.
I didn't see the future in front of me.

She grasped my heart and held it tight.
At first, I tried to pull away with all my might.

I wanted to hide the truth, how evil I was.
But I told her eventually, for a just cause.

I drove her away but she came back.
She saw the truth and my armour cracked.

Once again, she had my heart.
But I knew that this time, we would never part.

As an angel, she lifted my soul.
She warmed my being away from the black coal.

On her wings I now soar.
I love her, of this I am sure.

Now I live, as a knight by her side.
She forgave me for all that I lied.

I still wear an armour, but this one's new.
It is to protect her with all that I do.

And I still look at the sky, when it's cold.
But I am warm. I see love unfold.

The starry night's sky reminds me of her.
All of the past becomes a blur.

I still talk to god, and wish him well.
And thank him so much, for sending me an angel.

((Dedicated to God. You took your time, but you came through for me in the end. Thanks a lot big guy.))